Whenever we hear the words like exam or interview a sense of nervousness
enters into us. Same thing happened with me few months ago. Well my teacher
used to tell me that it is good to be nervous and I think he is right. This
nervousness led me to work more.
After my Masters, I decided to work on Competitive exams like NET/SLET
and prepare for PET 2018 of Maharaja Krishnakumarsinhji Bhavnagar University.
PET consisted two papers: 1.) Research Aptitude
2.) English Literature
Second was still familiar but the first paper was new for me. And that
paper made me more anxious because frankly didn’t have much idea about
Research.
During our Masters, Dr.Dilip Barad Sir had trained us with
self-learning through Flipped Learning Project. So I myself started to search
and got through amazing blogs written by my seniors Milan Parmar, Bhumi Joshi,
Dipti Vaghela and Nidhi Jasani which they had written during their MPhil
Studies. The blogs were written in such an easy language and it helped me a lot to
get through the exam.
Getting one step nearer to your dream makes you happy but soon when you
know the next step is going to be more thought-provoking, all your happiness
will turn into anxiety.
Next step was DRC; Doctoral Research Committee. In this a panel of
the experts would be invited and the aspirants have to present their research
proposal. The word DRC have so much weightage that listening to word itself
took my breathe away. At that time DRC felt like a dangerous thing.
First question was which topic should I choose and how to prepare
Research Proposal. Every day thousands of ideas like a tornado would go on in
your mind. Finally one day I got very inspiring article shared by Ms.Kalyani
Vallath. I will share that article in my next blog. After reading it, I asked
myself that do I really want this or not?
And yes I wanted it!!!!!
Dilip Sir once told me that choose the topic with which you can live for
years. To choose your topic is like to choose a guy with whom you want to spend
your life. After going through my assignments and presentations (prepared
during my masters) I decided to go for Contemporary Retellings of Ramayana.
Next dilemma was how to prepare research proposal. Here I would like to
say that I am lucky to have Barad Sir as a teacher. He has prepared many blogs
and presentations regarding how to prepare research proposal. This helped me a
lot.
Although I prepared my proposal, I knew it was not enough.
Actually it is never enough, if it is enough then what is the need of
studying further.
Finally the day of DRC arrived. I was so nervous. Let me tell you all I
was never nervous so much before as I was on this day. And when we saw the
experts, I and my friend were so afraid.
The panel consisted experts like Dr.Dilip Barad, Dr.Mansukh Gaijan,
Dr.Atanu Bhattacharya and Prof.Sanjay Mukherjee. We had studied under them
before also so knew how well-informed and profound they are in their subjects.
My turn was third. When I entered the office, my nervousness grew more.
The experts were quite cooperative and they made me quite comfortable. Soon the
interview took its speed. All the experts discussed everything in detail. What
are the flaws and where I need to work more. Also they gave me different
information which can be helpful in my research further.
Overall my presentation went well, but I knew it was not enough. Though
my seniors told me not to underestimate myself. Still I was not that much
confident, as there were many aspirants who were more experienced.
This was the most fruitful and best experience of my life.
Finally I was also able to crack it. Rather than surprised I was shocked
to see my name. My heartfelt gratitude towards my mentor Dr.Dilip Barad Sir for
believing in me and giving me this precious opportunity to carry out my
research under your guidance. It is a dream come true.
Thank you all the experts for your guidance. I would also like to thank
my seniors ( Milan Parmar, Nimesh Dave, Bhumi Joshi, Dipti Vaghela, Nidhi
Jasani) and Mrs.Dhvani Joshi for your help and support.
After all this, I can say DRC is not so dangerous.
To register yourself as a research scholar is like to get married. I know
it sounds funny, but this is a fact.
So finally I have chosen my love; my topic with whom now I am married
and will try to reach at a new level of understanding and explore the new
world. Now I have to maintain this relation with dedication and hard work.
Now the journey is going to be tough definitely, but I am excited to
follow my dream. Hope to give my best.
Miles to go before I sleep,
And Miles to go before I sleep……………..
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